Expanding horizons!!

Just finished watching wedding daze.. That is one messed up cool movie! =P Makes me just want to walk out on the streets and find me a stranger to propose to.. ;-) That would be totally fun! I think =P hehe.. young love ey.. Amazing..
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All you need is love....

Ended up listening to a soundtrack from the holiday.. Maestro, by Hans Zimmer.. Awesome man by the way.. And I was thinking, it makes me wanna run. Run for something greater, run for what I want, fight for what I love.. Not get stuck in the same old boring pattern of work and sleep, or school and sleep, but do more!! Long for more, want more, need more.. Expand my horizons, learn all sorts of different things. Take more time to do the things I really enjoy doing, and actually want to do but somehow am afraid of doing for no reason at all.. Like writing, painting, making music, just being creative.. I'm starting to wonder were it all went.. Lately I haven't been painting or drawing or writing as much as I used to, and I've been feeling like something's been missing, that I haven't been me as myself, but just me trying to be "normal" and not as I was created to be.. I've been told more than once, by different people with absolutely no connection between them, that one day I will wake up, and I will blossom in all sorts of colors. Grow.. And in stead of just sitting around longing and waiting for that day to come, I should do something about it. For that day will never come if I just lay here doing nothing, I need to do something about it.. Try, make mistakes, and grow, so that I can be me, filled up, out to every edge, and truly live!! Not wait for life to come to me, but go out there.. Do something!! Anything that doesn't fit in my same old same old pattern, just go wild and do something completely new! That's what I really want.. Be free!!
--- Bulding 429 - Free ---- best song!!
..and I'm free!!